My head is a bubble, which I live in, where only God and I know the contents. And some lucky loved ones who I might occasionally reveal blurbs to, if I choose, and if the situation feels right.
Some people say, pop the bubble, and make her awake.
But who said I was sleeping?
No, you're not living.
Yes I am.
I dream awake. Did you know that was possible? In my head it is.
It sounds unimaginable to you, but that's because you've never tried, or your pretty little head sits better inside the box.
I live between the seams of reality and fantasy, sometimes as an escape, but most of the time, it really is my life.
I may get the two confused, my emotions wired, and my mind twisted and tangled, but that's the choice of an imagination let loose, running free and wild.
But I enjoy it, in a self-destructive way. It's sort of fun, to create make-believe situations, and appear strange to strangers or the familiar.
It's my movie. I function by seeing myself roaming around life, but through your lens, and his and hers.
Did that just make you think?
What did she say? What did she mean?
Hey, is she crazy?
Not at all. I'm just being me.
Simply complicated. Just like a professional perfectionist.
You can't take me out of my thoughts, I like the shadow, and the light, what you see, and what you don't.
Creations, fabrications, productions.. I love them. It makes life less dull, and more picture perfect.
Isn't that what we all want?
Don't wake me, if it's sleeping that you think I'm doing.
Don't stop me, because I am living.. I think.
Embrace Beauty, Celebrate Passion, Appreciate Life
"Torn between reality and fantasy, hopelessly in love with love, a passionate romantic, and a faithful dreamer, so emotionally intense"
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Changes..
I am at the age, where I'm still guessing my way through life, because I do not fully know, yet. Just when I think my mind is made up, and I'm certain I want this until eternity, a change happens.
An event arises, and a circumstance arrives, to mend my mind, and make my heart feel very different.
The once intense passion has faded, slipping into the fall of a new liking. I question why things change, sometimes so spontaneously, but that would be like asking why life awaits us with challenges, when that is the way it's been planned, and I suppose is meant to be.
Most of us panic when we make mistakes, forgetting that trial and error is all part of the living process, that takes us to the final destination of completing our identity, and understanding our purpose.
What I mean to say is, don't kill yourself if your mind changes, out of thin ice, and if you decide to jump to a radically new conclusion, because we never know where the wind will blow, and how the river will flow.
All we have is the present now, the past is gone, and the future may not be ours, so take on the chance that calls.
Though I am young, my journey has already begun.
Life has presented many forks along my road, upon which make me break as I willingly take, but I remain determined, to be patient, because a value of faith exists.
Plenty of changes have turned this life upside down and inside out, but I refuse to raise the white flag, for these tests will not end me, but renew thy with strength, once the tears stop.
We learn to let the changes occur, and embrace them.
I read somewhere that we should not edit our feelings, for they are honest, and exist upon a reason, one we may never see, and understand, not known to us.
The pain is awful to bear, but denying the natural truth is more agonizing.
Life is full of emotions, that spin and whirl, with happiness and sadness, sweet and sour, and yes spice and drama too.
So, let it be.
An event arises, and a circumstance arrives, to mend my mind, and make my heart feel very different.
The once intense passion has faded, slipping into the fall of a new liking. I question why things change, sometimes so spontaneously, but that would be like asking why life awaits us with challenges, when that is the way it's been planned, and I suppose is meant to be.
Most of us panic when we make mistakes, forgetting that trial and error is all part of the living process, that takes us to the final destination of completing our identity, and understanding our purpose.
What I mean to say is, don't kill yourself if your mind changes, out of thin ice, and if you decide to jump to a radically new conclusion, because we never know where the wind will blow, and how the river will flow.
All we have is the present now, the past is gone, and the future may not be ours, so take on the chance that calls.
Though I am young, my journey has already begun.
Life has presented many forks along my road, upon which make me break as I willingly take, but I remain determined, to be patient, because a value of faith exists.
Plenty of changes have turned this life upside down and inside out, but I refuse to raise the white flag, for these tests will not end me, but renew thy with strength, once the tears stop.
We learn to let the changes occur, and embrace them.
I read somewhere that we should not edit our feelings, for they are honest, and exist upon a reason, one we may never see, and understand, not known to us.
The pain is awful to bear, but denying the natural truth is more agonizing.
Life is full of emotions, that spin and whirl, with happiness and sadness, sweet and sour, and yes spice and drama too.
So, let it be.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
You are What you Say
You are what you think about all day long.
You are also what you say to yourself all day long.
If you say that you are tired, lethargic, useless; this will be manifested by your external reality.
If you say you are weak and lack enthusiasm; this too will sadly be the nature of your world.
But if you say that you are healthy, dynamic, and fully alive, your life will be transformed.
Words have remarkable power on us.
Say to ourselves all the positive things and avoid all negativity.
We can actually make up our minds in an instant, if we want to, and hopefully change for the better.
Hopefully you can be persuaded to do the same :)
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Opportunity
Nothing so destroys the heart as the knowledge that we had the opportunity to manifest or realise the gorgeous potential within us and we refused to accept the call and take the opportunity.
Sad!
As the saying goes:
OPPORTUNITY KNOCKS, BUT ONCE.
Albert Einstein
Much activity is the path to wisdom and life, according to Einstein, is 1 percent genius and 99 percent sweat/perspiration.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
The Tongue
Whilst in the midst of joy, do not make any promise to anyone.
While in the midst of anger, do not answer anyone.
This is the art of holding our tongue.
Ignorance
There is no enemy worse than ignorance.
Ignorance is a fire that burns a man's religion.
Its only extinguisher is knowledge.
So let's all be greedy for knowledge to keep our religion alive.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
From The Inside Out
Not everything that happens to you is your doing or your fault.
But the ultimate quality of your life and your happiness is determined by your brave
and ethical choices, and your overall attitude.
and ethical choices, and your overall attitude.
Everyone has it within his power to say...
This I am today, but I will change to that tomorrow.
If you choose not to learn dancing, do not put the blame on the floor.
Happiness is not from our external.
It depends on our inner conditions.
Happiness
You may travel the world to find beautiful things to give you happiness, but you will not find it if you do not carry happiness within you.
Happiness is a state of mind and not based on location.
Food For Thought (II)
Someone who is most unhappy with you can be the greatest source of learning your weakness.
Pay attention to your enemies for they are the first to discover your mistakes.
Most people would rather be ruined by praises then saved by criticisms.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Opportunity
Your wounds can be turned into your wisdom.
Your stumbling blocks can become your stepping stones, if you choose.
Do not miss the great opportunity that such hardship presents.
Your life can become even better by the very things that break your heart.
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