My head is a bubble, which I live in, where only God and I know the contents. And some lucky loved ones who I might occasionally reveal blurbs to, if I choose, and if the situation feels right.
Some people say, pop the bubble, and make her awake.
But who said I was sleeping?
No, you're not living.
Yes I am.
I dream awake. Did you know that was possible? In my head it is.
It sounds unimaginable to you, but that's because you've never tried, or your pretty little head sits better inside the box.
I live between the seams of reality and fantasy, sometimes as an escape, but most of the time, it really is my life.
I may get the two confused, my emotions wired, and my mind twisted and tangled, but that's the choice of an imagination let loose, running free and wild.
But I enjoy it, in a self-destructive way. It's sort of fun, to create make-believe situations, and appear strange to strangers or the familiar.
It's my movie. I function by seeing myself roaming around life, but through your lens, and his and hers.
Did that just make you think?
What did she say? What did she mean?
Hey, is she crazy?
Not at all. I'm just being me.
Simply complicated. Just like a professional perfectionist.
You can't take me out of my thoughts, I like the shadow, and the light, what you see, and what you don't.
Creations, fabrications, productions.. I love them. It makes life less dull, and more picture perfect.
Isn't that what we all want?
Don't wake me, if it's sleeping that you think I'm doing.
Don't stop me, because I am living.. I think.
Embrace Beauty, Celebrate Passion, Appreciate Life
"Torn between reality and fantasy, hopelessly in love with love, a passionate romantic, and a faithful dreamer, so emotionally intense"
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Changes..
I am at the age, where I'm still guessing my way through life, because I do not fully know, yet. Just when I think my mind is made up, and I'm certain I want this until eternity, a change happens.
An event arises, and a circumstance arrives, to mend my mind, and make my heart feel very different.
The once intense passion has faded, slipping into the fall of a new liking. I question why things change, sometimes so spontaneously, but that would be like asking why life awaits us with challenges, when that is the way it's been planned, and I suppose is meant to be.
Most of us panic when we make mistakes, forgetting that trial and error is all part of the living process, that takes us to the final destination of completing our identity, and understanding our purpose.
What I mean to say is, don't kill yourself if your mind changes, out of thin ice, and if you decide to jump to a radically new conclusion, because we never know where the wind will blow, and how the river will flow.
All we have is the present now, the past is gone, and the future may not be ours, so take on the chance that calls.
Though I am young, my journey has already begun.
Life has presented many forks along my road, upon which make me break as I willingly take, but I remain determined, to be patient, because a value of faith exists.
Plenty of changes have turned this life upside down and inside out, but I refuse to raise the white flag, for these tests will not end me, but renew thy with strength, once the tears stop.
We learn to let the changes occur, and embrace them.
I read somewhere that we should not edit our feelings, for they are honest, and exist upon a reason, one we may never see, and understand, not known to us.
The pain is awful to bear, but denying the natural truth is more agonizing.
Life is full of emotions, that spin and whirl, with happiness and sadness, sweet and sour, and yes spice and drama too.
So, let it be.
An event arises, and a circumstance arrives, to mend my mind, and make my heart feel very different.
The once intense passion has faded, slipping into the fall of a new liking. I question why things change, sometimes so spontaneously, but that would be like asking why life awaits us with challenges, when that is the way it's been planned, and I suppose is meant to be.
Most of us panic when we make mistakes, forgetting that trial and error is all part of the living process, that takes us to the final destination of completing our identity, and understanding our purpose.
What I mean to say is, don't kill yourself if your mind changes, out of thin ice, and if you decide to jump to a radically new conclusion, because we never know where the wind will blow, and how the river will flow.
All we have is the present now, the past is gone, and the future may not be ours, so take on the chance that calls.
Though I am young, my journey has already begun.
Life has presented many forks along my road, upon which make me break as I willingly take, but I remain determined, to be patient, because a value of faith exists.
Plenty of changes have turned this life upside down and inside out, but I refuse to raise the white flag, for these tests will not end me, but renew thy with strength, once the tears stop.
We learn to let the changes occur, and embrace them.
I read somewhere that we should not edit our feelings, for they are honest, and exist upon a reason, one we may never see, and understand, not known to us.
The pain is awful to bear, but denying the natural truth is more agonizing.
Life is full of emotions, that spin and whirl, with happiness and sadness, sweet and sour, and yes spice and drama too.
So, let it be.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
You are What you Say
You are what you think about all day long.
You are also what you say to yourself all day long.
If you say that you are tired, lethargic, useless; this will be manifested by your external reality.
If you say you are weak and lack enthusiasm; this too will sadly be the nature of your world.
But if you say that you are healthy, dynamic, and fully alive, your life will be transformed.
Words have remarkable power on us.
Say to ourselves all the positive things and avoid all negativity.
We can actually make up our minds in an instant, if we want to, and hopefully change for the better.
Hopefully you can be persuaded to do the same :)
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Opportunity
Nothing so destroys the heart as the knowledge that we had the opportunity to manifest or realise the gorgeous potential within us and we refused to accept the call and take the opportunity.
Sad!
As the saying goes:
OPPORTUNITY KNOCKS, BUT ONCE.
Albert Einstein
Much activity is the path to wisdom and life, according to Einstein, is 1 percent genius and 99 percent sweat/perspiration.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
The Tongue
Whilst in the midst of joy, do not make any promise to anyone.
While in the midst of anger, do not answer anyone.
This is the art of holding our tongue.
Ignorance
There is no enemy worse than ignorance.
Ignorance is a fire that burns a man's religion.
Its only extinguisher is knowledge.
So let's all be greedy for knowledge to keep our religion alive.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
From The Inside Out
Not everything that happens to you is your doing or your fault.
But the ultimate quality of your life and your happiness is determined by your brave
and ethical choices, and your overall attitude.
and ethical choices, and your overall attitude.
Everyone has it within his power to say...
This I am today, but I will change to that tomorrow.
If you choose not to learn dancing, do not put the blame on the floor.
Happiness is not from our external.
It depends on our inner conditions.
Happiness
You may travel the world to find beautiful things to give you happiness, but you will not find it if you do not carry happiness within you.
Happiness is a state of mind and not based on location.
Food For Thought (II)
Someone who is most unhappy with you can be the greatest source of learning your weakness.
Pay attention to your enemies for they are the first to discover your mistakes.
Most people would rather be ruined by praises then saved by criticisms.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Opportunity
Your wounds can be turned into your wisdom.
Your stumbling blocks can become your stepping stones, if you choose.
Do not miss the great opportunity that such hardship presents.
Your life can become even better by the very things that break your heart.
A Way of Life
Religion teaches us to do right.
It teaches us to love, it teaches us to serve others, it asks us to think, and it requires us to be humble.
Cling tightly to your religion.
Work your Words
What you can do, or dream you can do, begin it...
Do not just stand there.
Don't just talk, do it...
Walk your talk...
One small step at a time.
Only you can decide whether to move or to stand still.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Now or Never
We must realize the need to take action.
We cannot wait for moods, we accomplish nothing if we do that.
Our mind must know that it has to get down to work.
Don't just stand on the fringes and do nothing.
If your ship doesn't come to shore, swim to it.
God gives every bird its worm, but He does not throw the worm into the nest.
Courage The Coward
The biggest opponent to courage is fear.
Fear of the unknown,
Fear of failure,
Fear of success,
Fear of others.
Successful people acknowledge fears but work to conquer them.
Courage is about the management of fear, not the absence of fear.
Do not let the sensation of fear convince you that you are too weak to have courage.
All man are frightened, the more intelligent they are, the more frightened they are.
The courageous man is he who forces himself, inspite of his fear to carry on.
I am a Survivor
Life is a constant battle for survival.
As we grow older, the rules change on a daily basis.
Our mission is not to escape but to survive;
not to deal with triumph, but to deal with failure;
not to run away from fear but to master it.
It takes courage to keep on fighting.
So if you feel like the rules have shifted one step higher,
deal it with greater faith and never ever surrender.
Fight life till the end, because life is a journey to complete,
and a battle we must finish.
Wear your scars with pride, but don't fight with your fists.
and a battle we must finish.
Wear your scars with pride, but don't fight with your fists.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Know Your Priorities
Decide what your priorities are and how much time you want to spend on each priority.
If you don't decide for yourself, then someone else will decide for you.
What you do today is important because it paves the way towards your future.
Your future is purchased by your present.
Keeping life simple and meaningful requires letting go of old baggage
and things that have no lasting value at all.
and things that have no lasting value at all.
Philosophy on Paper
Every human needs to carve out the time to articulate a philosophy or a specific guideline for himself.
Every person must define how he wants to live his life.
We should have this stated on a piece of paper that we can revisit regularly to remind us of our philosophy in life.
Such a statement will serve as a moral compass to direct the choices of our day, and it serves as an anchor to lock us into our best moves.
Without such a statement of philosophy, we live our lives by accident, reacting to whatever shows up without the proper guidance.
The Sad and The Glad
We all have our days.
There are up days and down days.
There are dark days and there are bright ones.
There are happy days and there are sad ones.
Everything changes from time to time.
Think and ponder of the days you have gone through.
Say thanks for the good ones and be patient during the bad ones
until the good ones come again.
until the good ones come again.
They do come you know?
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Sex and The City 2
YES, It's coming It's coming It's coming!!
E X C I T E D !!! :) :) :)
E X C I T E D !!! :) :) :)
Had a blast with Sex and the City 1, loved the plot, adored the fashion, and all hail the sisterhood and friendship values! Been waiting for this sequel for months now, and am so delighted that it's just round the corner! Looking forward to the drama, juice, sexy style, 10 star vacation, and laughter!
FYI, did you know that SATC's stylist, "Patricia Field doesn't pay attention to fashion trends when styling the 'Sex and the City' characters."? - according to a source from Xinmsn Lifestyle. Patricia opts for more timeless pieces when she dresses and styles the fabulous characters of this romantic comedy.
For this sequel, we'll be watching Carrie Bradshaw, Samantha Jones, Charlotte York, and Miranda Hobbes adorned by Middle Eastern inspiration - beauty simply exotic, and fashion utterly stunning. Nevertheless, as reported, the girls are wearing a wardrobe as expensive as $10 MILLION!! OMG!
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